for the thaw

for the lullaby

for the group chat that never sleeps

for the rent check

for the inside joke no one else gets

for the hello you weren't expecting

for the candle during the power outage

for the gap year

for the person you were

for the demo that worked perfectly

for side projects

for the mask

for the sunrise you almost missed

for dreaming in a different language

for the tattoo you regret

for the thing you didn't say

for the reckless risk

for the age you thought was old

for whispering in lowercase

for the bug that reproduces every time

for the headache

for notebooks you never finished

for the click of the lock

for the moment after you speak

for people you'll never see again

for the wish on the dandelion

for the spectacular failure

for the equinox

for recess

for foresight

for the future you imagine now

for jet lag thoughts

for the self-imposed deadline

for the weekend with too much to do

for birthdays

for the almost truth

for the laugh that turns into crying

for people who write letters they'll never send and feel better anyway

for ghost stories

for the mug from the place you visited once

for the tree that's no longer there

for 4am clarity

for the deep talk at the wrong time

for the blank slate

for the tweet you deleted

for the notification you ignored

for impermanence

for right now

for the fist bump

for graduation

for the end

for the outfit no one complimented

for people on chapter one for three years

for the clothes you keep anyway

for anxiety

for keys you can't find

for the failure no one noticed

for the book with someone else's notes

for the mid-life crisis

for the souvenir you regret

for the moon through the window

for the voicemail you never listened to

for february

for the blank page

for jotters

for the stray you fed

for the religious but not spiritual

for the first sentence

for the scar with the story

for the spectrum

for getting lost on purpose

for the road trip

for the subtitle you misread

for the unsubscribe

for the pet you lost

for people who rehearse conversations in the shower and forget the good parts

for the truth

for the walk home

for the binary you rejected

for train windows

for doing nothing

for the library

for premonitions

for the souvenir you treasure

for the cry that turns into laughing

for rainy days

for the intentionally offline

for the compliment you didn't believe

for people who rewrite the same sentence eleven times and go back to the first one

for the person you are

for the argument for both

for the bug you can't reproduce

for the window you can't open

for the calm after

for the thing in the junk drawer you might need someday

for the held breath before jumping

for the nap that fixed everything

for questions without answers

for the wish on 11:11

for the thing after the thing

for renewed vows

for anniversaries you forgot

for the avatar

for mockups

for Monday mornings

for the silence between old friends

for infinity

for the playlist for someone specific

for the nap that made it worse

for the painting you stared at too long

for the story you keep telling differently

for writing it down

for the outfit you wore on the best day

for presentations

for the comment section

for the poem you memorized

for the Wikipedia rabbit hole

for the dream you can't remember

for holding on a little longer

for the wind

for the thing you couldn't return

for free trials

for the rooftop

for the arrivals hall

for holding on

for the feeling you can name but won't

for the scenic route

for actual armchair owners

for the thing everyone remembers differently

for the last snowfall

for the person who didn't hold the door

for early risers

for the night routine

for the lesson you had to learn three times

for the future you imagined at fifteen

for the wrong turn

for the account with zero followers

for requited feelings

for the funeral

for people who start every entry with 'so'

for the heat wave

for the reunion

for the deep stretch

for the ant trail

for cooks who don't use recipes

for people who wrote one poem in 2019 and still think about it

for the restless

for restlessness

for breakfast for dinner

for the night light